Sunday 14 August 2011

对不起了某人....^.^

我对某人觉得很对不起....但同时我也觉得有点感谢和开心....
她可能不知道,我最近情绪上真的很不好,我也像你一样,我不想说出来....
可能我的敏感,可能是我的压力,可能是我的小心眼,可能我发神经,可能我傻了....才会有这样的误会,这样的想法...我想可能在你看到那封信息时,你的心可能抽了一下...不骗你,当我看到你写的...我的心真的狠狠的抽了一下...甚至我感到痛的感觉...有想要掉泪的冲动...但奇怪我居然一点都不生气....因为在我最近的心情里就包含着:“我是个不完整的人就因为这样我总是不能得到别人的关心,别人的爱,一次一次的打击,一次一次我付出的真心得不到珍惜,我便开始怀疑我根本是一个有问题的人。”...可能是这样的心情让我想多了,让我回忆起我们有过甚至度过的不愉快日子,从中,我却忘了我们曾经一起度过快乐的时光...所以我觉得很对不起你....看到你写的...我的心抽痛...在你看到我写的你一定有吧?其实...就算没有,我也感谢你...因为你让我知道其实我或许还是有那么一点的重要,所以你才会着急的向我解释...我看到了你的焦急...我感受到你的害怕....因为我也这样害怕甚至伤心当我认为我就是他....我很高兴我不是但可能这样我伤了你的心...因为这样让你伤心我很抱歉...真的很对不起....
我要更正你的话...我不曾觉得我们不是好朋友,我不曾认为我们在一起的时间短而没法建立我们的感情,我甚至不曾认为你是我的一个普通朋友...你们的存在都很重要,从来没有所谓的比较重要,对我来说,你们都很重要,每一个感情,每一段感情,我都看得很重要...因为我不希望自己会后悔,我想回忆起来可以让自己不后悔...所以我坚守每段感情,每段友情,我用尽所有的方法让大家开心的在一起....我不想有人被隔离,所以我关心被隔离的人,我不想要有人压抑自己,所以我想让他释放,我不想有人强颜欢笑,所以我打破他的企图....我把可以做的,我都做,我做的不够完美,不够让人满意,但是请你们相信我,我真的是用真心在维护我们的感情...我希望你不要因为这些误会而尴尬...因为我会大方的和你打招呼,像以前一样...还有...应该说对不起的人是我....对不起啦...

Friday 12 August 2011

我才是最应该说谢谢的那个人....

姐妹....
不要和我争着说谢谢,我才是最应该说谢谢的人...
我不想说,甚至我说不出口...就算只是写,我也好想哭....
所以...你是帮了我...
但是,不要担心我...我没事....^.^...我真的很好...
我会那么自信的说我没事,这是因为我相信我会没事...因为这是我必须给自己的保证...
或许你说的对,一切都应该看透....不是说赌气地话,而是真的要学会了解...
我正在学习...我会好好运用的...我知道这些是循环...就算是这样...我们还是朋友...不在乎永远是朋友或不...只要曾经是很好的朋友就已经够了...
有人这么说:“人必须挑剔身边的人事物,现拒绝人事物,因为这样你才不会是被拒绝的人。”
是这样吗?或许是....我也正在学习....
还是我们都傻...赫赫~

Monday 8 August 2011

Almost love....♥

这段可以忽略因为纯粹歌词....
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)
This song is singing by tamia....
Why i like this song...haha...♥
Because  girl generation were singing this song at concert....hehe~~♥
好啦....言归正题....
看到一些很有意思的话...和大家分享分享吧....
人活着的时候要开心一点因为我们要死很久....
虽然不是什么好话,但是好像说的也没错...的确我们不知道死后的事更别说要死几久了....
人生没有彩排,每天都是现场直播!
这句话我大大认同因为永远我彩排好的事情经常与现场直播不一样....
这是必然的吗?
爱情是艺术,结婚是技术,离婚是算数....
很搞笑,但也不是不无道理...
爱情是艺术我不明白,结婚要技术(我想应该是),离婚后给赡养费的和收赡养费的都需要算数...
诺言背叛诺言,刀子背叛缠绵,泪水背叛了双眼,而我的那一转身背叛了我的心....
以上,我背叛了诺言,泪水背叛了双眼也背叛了我的心....
以上都是因为某某人让我背叛的....
应该说我自己选择背叛,当我选择拒绝你...
有人认为这个世界太现实,现实的在你最需要帮助的时候没有人帮助你;也有人认为这个世界太虚伪,虚伪的在你最需要帮助的时候,那些“平常”想帮助你的人都烟消云散。
这一段,我不留任何感想。^.^
曾经拥有的不要忘记,不要忘记;已经得到的,更要珍惜;属于自己的,不要放弃;已经失去的,留着回忆;想要得到的,必须努力;但最重要的,是好好爱惜自己。
听到了吗关咏恩?不要误会,真心想告诉你的话,我知道你最能体会,希望你能勇敢面对哪还没结扎的伤口...你可以的,好好爱惜自己。^.^
妈妈说:人最好不要错过两种东西,最后一班回家的车,和一个深爱你的人。我想坐着最后一班车到深爱我的人身边。
我希望我可以,错!是所有人都希望可以这样....^.^
青春就像卫生纸,看着挺多,用着用着就没有了...
就像姿萤说的....我们都老了...特别是我....
哭,并不代表我屈服;退一步,并不象征我认输;放手,并不代表我放弃;微笑,并不意味着我快乐。
这句又让我不禁想起咏恩,是想念的副作用?大概....不可能...^.^
点的是烟,抽的是寂寞...
虽然我没有抽烟但就是如此....

今天就在这里结束吧...
blog update....♥